Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in j_dawg1515's LiveJournal:

Monday, March 27th, 2006
8:23 pm	um Embarassing Oh yeah I just remembered, I got real embarassed that saturday afternoon. I was sitting there with my shirt off when you decided to come outside. And even worse, Zach and Ryan took my shirt and towel. So, Just thought I wanted to let you know. And when I reached over the edge to get the towel that was the worst part. Current Mood: embarrassed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
6:08 pm	My awesome winterfest Hey guys I promised I would tell about my weekend at winterfest so here it is. Thursday, We packed our stuff into the truck and left. I got in the van with the most awesomest people in the world. That list is Me, Courtney, Jeremy, Ryan, Gentry, Justin, Alicia, Brittany, Daniel, Jalina, (and later on Alex) We got to the cabins and it was a guys fight for a bed. Yeah, you guessed it, I was on the floor, whoever came up with seniority must have been really selfish. Thats the thing about being a freshman that I don't like. So, I was really tired so I decided to soak in the hot tub. Yeah so did Justin Zach and Keith. So it was a squeeze into what I thought was supposed to be a 12 person hot tub. I swear I felt a hand touch my leg 3 or 4 times. Friday, we got to service and I was really ticked off because I wanted to sit next to Alicia because I had really become closer to her as a friend during the trip and the rest of the weekend. I tried to sit next to her but Daniel insisted to be her siamese twin during the whole weekend. God, I know that he likes her, but that was ridiculous, it was like he depended on her for air to live. Another factor to my madness was that no one and I mean no one would go down the pit area with me. What happened? Last year we were right there touching the stage when service started. But, I was shown that that wasn't important. It was just the devil trying to stop me from worshipping to my fullest. Well, I got rid of that thing that was in my way of worship. If u don't believe me ask Alicia, she was sitting right behind me when Gentry came to pray with me. Alicia, If u wanna know what that episode was I will explain. I have really been fighting some junk in my life and I guess I saw demons coming after me so I was rolling on the ground kicking and screaming and trying to resist them, which is what Reggies second drama was doing. So that saturday and gave up Depression. And ur testimony Wednesday was mine in a certain way. Up till that weekend I was really good at hiding things. I used to be a cutter (as bad as it seems, don't judge me.) I have gone through alot. Before I moved up here, I was abused by my mom almost everyday. Oh by the way that was why I was freaking out when we went through that city. It brought up a lot of bad memories. So That is about it later Joseph Lockhart (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 16th, 2006
6:10 pm	hello?? Alicia, why didn't you respond to my post. I know you checked it yesterday cuse u posted like 20 minutes after I did. So plz respond to what I said. Do you or don't you want to go out? It is just a question. Plz respond or I can't face you down on sunday. U can also call me if u feel more comfortable. ok. later Joseph L (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
3:46 pm	Hello I guess i should talk about winterfest, but I am going to put that off for this instead. Alicia, I have known you for about a year and I am really starting to like you more. I think we became closer friends during the trip, which was great. But, I really think we should be more than friends. I know that u r a junior and i am a freshman. But, I wanted to know if you want to go out this friday or saturday on a date. I didn't have enough courage to ask you face to face, so this is what I am doing instead. It will be okay if you say no (eventhough word will get out and I will be embarassed but thats aside the point.) So please respond or call me when you read this. Later Joseph Lockhart (Comment on this)
Friday, March 3rd, 2006
5:54 pm	watz up in da hood So, it has been a while since I have updated. So I guess now is as good a time as any. Nothing is really going on in my life. I still don't have a girlfriend (go figure) but I am trying to get one soon. I just raised the rest of my winterfest money and I can't wait for that. I am thinking about joining choir or praise team, or both. so thats about it. leave one if you care later (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
1:44 pm	Mad as Heck!! Ok, I am getting really tired of BCOG. and here is why. With the execption of Daniel, Hugo, Alicia, Brittany, and a few others, people are being rude. I AM NOT looking for friends you see at church and only at church. Don't think I don't know about all of the things you guys do. Going out to eat, going to see movies at the mall, and stuff like that. I hear everyone in the youth group talking about doing stuff all of the time. And I think I am invisible, cause I will be standing right there and no one would bother to invite me. So, I don't think that anyone at bcog is my real friends. Lets see as far as my mentioning of sports go. I am not going to be the waterboy. And I would like to see the person that said that to even think about playing. Cuse, right now I just feel like tackling him. And if he did, I would make sure to take him down at the north gwinnett JV game. Lets see, his sister does everything in her power to be rude to me for no reason. Oh, and wat did I do to her??? ummm.... NOTHING!! I think its the youht groups way of saying "you don't belong here so move." By the way, if this doesn't stop I am going to start going to LCOG, maybe when I make friends there they won't just be "church friends." Thats it for now later Current Mood: angry (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 8th, 2006
5:06 pm	Good Times Man, I had the best time I have ever had in a long time between Christmas through New Years. I got to see my people in Indiana where I was spoiled everyday. My aunt Tracy, me, my sister Brittany, my uncle Robin, and my three cousins Kailei, Lauren, and Sophie all went bowling the day before I had to go back to my grandparents house. I had a blast. We played two games and I tied Uncle Robin at the first one and won the second one. I seriously didn't think I would stand a chance againist againist Robin. But, it turns out I had him seriously beat. So two days later from that I am back in the car headed back to GA on a saturday (the night of the party.) We got back to our house at around 4 P.M. Then my dad got a call to go to a party at one of his friends houses. That left me and my sis by ourselves. I was thinking of a friend I could call to go over to for the night. Lets just say I am glad that I thought of Craig cuse I forgot about the party. So, I call him and ask him what time it was going to be. I kinda felt bad 4 my sister cuse she was left at home without nothing to do. And for that my dad gave her 20 dollars. Which turned out to be unfair because she ended up going to a friends house for the night. So anywayz, I had so much fun at that party. I mostly talked to Alicia and Daniel the whole time. Alicia thought she was teaching me how to play that card game. But, I already knew how to play but I just forgot. I played pool and air hockey(next time I will let you win Brittany.) And I don't know why, but Alicia kept flirting with me in different ways. I don't know if she was joking or if she really meant it. It was real funny. I was sitting next to her on the couch near the TV and she was like "Will you kiss me when its new years." I was gonna say yes just to play around. But then I got this image of Craig choking me to death and throwing me out if he saw it so I decided to pass on her offer (I think she was joking, but if she wasn't I will talk to her later.) Well that is about it people. TTYL Joseph Lockhart leave one if you love me (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
2:10 pm	Fun weekend For those of you who love knowing what goes on during my weekends here is a little update Friday: Went to Mill Creek's last football game of the season. The game belonged to Mill Creek, because we were 3-0 and we went for another field goal attempt. So, Issac Bargen (our first kicker), went for a 30-something yd field goal. But, the team broke through and the ball fumbled, and White Water picked it up and ran a touchdown againist us. then they scored another touchdown which made it 14-3. Then MC made a touchdown followed by a two point conversion. With 1 minute left in the game WW had the ball and they decided to stall. They ended up winning 14-11. So yeah, MC would have won if it hadn't be for that mishap with the field goal. Oh and by the way WW is an undefeated team. So, I think that we were pretty awesome for putting the first points on the scoreboard. Saturday: I spent practically the whole day at the library working on a project that was due monday(tommorrow). So, that day was pretty boring. Sunday: As usual for the past 7 weeks, I walked into the sunday school room, and went through everyone putting down MC. I am kinda glad the season is over because I really felt like skipping sunday school just for that reason. It is real frustrating when u get beat down by so many people. I wish Heather McClure would come to sunday school more often because she would back me up since she is a football manager. Well that is my really interesting week. Later Joseph Lockhart Current Mood: angry (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 16th, 2005
1:32 pm	How do I??? How do I get an image next to my name whenever I post? How do I get a cooler backround like Heather has? Current Mood: creative (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
6:34 pm	Help plz I need someones advice on this. There is this girl that I have a crush on and I say to myself before I see her that I am going to ask her out. But, when I actually see her, I never do. I am thinking of emailing her, but wouldn't that make her think that I am scared to ask her in person? This is really starting to kill me, so if you read this, Help me! Current Mood: nostalgic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
5:00 pm	Concert Today I had a great day at church. I was talking to Mike McClure and Craig C came up behind me and startled me. I swear I almost had a heart attack. I decided to go to prayer meeting today because I was the only guy at choir rehearsal and I was sitting next to someone that I did not want to get embarassed by because of my bad singing. I heard the people that are having a concert at BCOG and from what I heard it sounded good. Well I gotta run. Later Joseph L Current Mood: crazy Current Music: O praise Him by David Crowder (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 8th, 2005
1:30 pm	About time Well guys, I have finally created a livejournal. So feel free to post. Later, Joseph L Current Mood: creative Current Music: "When God Made you" Natalie Grant and Newsong (Comment on this)